My Heart and My Mind

By Sandyman -

The one thing that I wanted was there for me all along
Obviously I was stupid enough to think I dont have it yet
When I had it, everything was beautiful
Everything was in my control
Felt like I needed nothing
And when Its gone, I lost it all

Now,
I constantly fight with myself to get it back
A battle unknown, which I can never win even in my virtual world
And I'm continuously loosing in this real world
Cant escape my mind and my heart which keeps telling me that I screwed up

Will it come back
Will it be as good as it was
Will it be my power again
Will it be with me forever
Will I be good enough
Will I be strong enough to be the same
Will I be alive till then

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