My Heart and My Mind
The one thing that I wanted was there for me all along Obviously I was stupid enough to think I dont have it yet When I had it, everything was beautiful Everything was in my control Felt like I needed nothing And when Its gone, I lost it all Now, I constantly fight with myself to get it back A battle unknown, which I can never win even in my virtual world And I'm continuously loosing in this real world Cant escape my mind and my heart which keeps telling me that I screwed up Will it come back Will it be as good as it was Will it be my power again Will it be with me forever Will I be good enough Will I be strong enough to be the same Will I be alive till then