I Let Her Go !
Well, My mind goes numb whenever I think about you deeply. So, I thought of looking at my situation in a new perspective. I just let you leave this world because I thought you would struggle more if U are there.. Was that a mistake because now I'm suffering to fill that void you've created in my life. Yes, people thought I dont love you because I didnt cry for you... but you and I know how much we love each other and I alone know how much tears I lost every night after you left. I sometimes feel guilty that even you thought I dont love you much because I was not much around you and didn't visit you whenever I could. Does writing like this make me feel any better... NO and YES because I'm crying and writing. Sometimes, I get angry on myself for forgetting that you are not here anymore... Above all this I have to take care of the person whom you loved most without showing how I feel inside. So, I'm basically messed up inside with a smile on the outside :) ...